This is just a stray observation, but didn't you say a few days ago that you're going to try and avoid listening to Teenage Dream before the ep airs? Or am I thinking of someone else? :) I'm trying to work out if saving it for the episode would've been better for my feelings or not! I'M NOT READY!!!
That was me! I couldn’t avoid listening to that clip in the BTS because I didn’t know it was coming, but I’m definitely going to avoid listening to the full thing. If the video is released for some ungodly reason I’ll watch it, though. :-)
Even with that, I’M NOT READY, but that’s kind of the point? Like, I hate that this is happening, but if it’s going to happen I want to feel every bit of ~feels I can.